'I have no idea why i do what i do. It feels good to have cold metal press against my skin as i sit there already dead. The blood drips slowly and i cry silently. No one will understand me except the others who are like me.'
First of all, i wud like to point out that the poem mentioned 'one cut, it wont hurt i swear'
The reason y ppl cut is because they feel pain inside and want to drown out that pain by physical pain. So when cutting it has to be painful or its useless. WHAT IS THE CHICKEN SOUP BOOK DOING
P.S i won't ever go into cutting, its retarded
Blog questions, How will i ensure that i do not resort to cutting?
Im not going to make sure anything. Don't ask me what the future holds because only God knows. But so far, i feel that people who cut are honestly at a wicked dead end and there is nothing else that can relieve them of the excruciating torture they face every wretched day. People tell me. Talk to friends. Listen to music. Get distracted. They're all so simple answers, which in turn also solves nothing. Why must we listen to counsellors when they know nothing about the suffering we're going through? Why must we listen to people, who sit in their chair thinking they're Mrs know-all, when in the crude reality they have no clue on whats killing us from the inside everyday?
If it does make people better, then i don't see any wrong in it. Because, look at it their way, they're standing at the edge having no where else to go, no one to pull them back from the pit of doom, and they either give up or hold their ground to survive, to live to see another wretched day?
'So drop the little razor, and pick up your life, forget all the bad things, the pain and the strife'
VERY EASY HUH?